Thursday, September 28, 2006

I didn't believe him (a.k.a. the dumbing down of Matt)

One of the first five things Michel told me when I arrived in Japan (he went on to tell me much more than these first five things - all good advice - but they don't come into this topic) was that I would start to slowly lose my vocabulary. He told me that when you spend your day simplifying your classroom English for your students, all those brilliant words not getting used drift back to the far recesses of your mind and are left forgotten like a ketchup packet at the bottom of a kitchen drawer. I didn't believe him at first. I love using words and finding the perfect word to use. I told myself that this would not happen to me. I even laughed on Monday when Alex couldn't remember the word "Zoo" ("It's that place with the animals..."). But I am forced to come to the frightening conclusion that this is happening to me as well, but I think on a grander scale. It's not just single words that are vanishing like socks in the laundry, it's whole phrases and ideas. And it comes at a point where I really want to do more writing. I sit down, open my notebook and uncap my pen and begin. Yet nothing substantial comes out. I have three good story ideas that are all in different stages and none of them is developing into anything substantial. I need to get out of this state of atrophy. Any ideas on how to do this?

6 comments:

Liz said...

We'll have to send you letters full of fabulous puns. And good, smart books. And you'll have to start talking to yourself on the bike ride home like one of those crazy mumbling bums we all avoid.

Anice said...

Well Matt, you just go to have quit job and get out stop teaching English - like me!

haha OK maybe it's not that funny... But I totally relate to what you're saying! Good luck with the writing! Hopefully you're writing is better than mine!

Anonymous said...

At your regressed level of English, you might consider writing children's stories. All of the celebrities are doing it.

Luckily I wasn't a writer originally, so my loss of vocabulary and speaking speed wasn't critical.

Anonymous said...

I second Liz's suggestion of some good smart books (or ebooks, if the physical kind are hard to come across in Japan). Crossword puzzles too, since you can find them online for free. Write stuff and use thesaurus.com shamelessly.

christina said...

Matteo - is there a paper that runs English crosswords? like the NYT version? (Hey, I can barely finish a Wednesday puzzle in less than three hours, but it's a start...) Or consider buying/borrowing some books on anything - I find that reading tons of historical nonfiction/biography gives me crazy ideas to write something creative. And naturally, you can always ask your wicked smart writing teacher friends for some creative prompts (COUGH COUGH COUGH).

Anskov said...

Thanks for the great ideas and thoughts. Steena, why don't you start e-mailing me the assignments and prompts you give to your CW students and I'll take your class online. :)